How Are You Feeling? II

It was still a rough year

with 

symptom bursts,

medication reactions

hope deferred

perplexed doctors 

A year ago Dr. Endo reminded: “It IS hyperinsulinemia.” 

and 

I believed him– sort of–but it wasn’t until a few weeks ago 

I realized:

gluten enzymes help with sensitivity to Metformin

thyroid medications had to be lowered

magnesium oil clears my face

Mirvaso helps the facial flush

the MRI for neuroendocrine tumors was clear
sleeping through the night is attainable

I have more moments of:

creativity

spontaneous singing and whistling

amusing myself with silliness

It’s been years, but I have:

helped backstage with a Christmas play (2 years)

sang with the praise team at church (2 1/2 years) 

cooked & baked & even invented a few recipes (3 years?)

been in a musical (4 years)

I’m more purposeful about what I eat

how I prioritize my time… my energy 

I remember Dr. Endo told me:

“This will take months…years to turnaround.”